Spill the blood of your heros

1:14am: This is human life at it's best...
I have realized.
Ive fucked up stupid shit that never should have been fucked up in the first place.
Got stuck on stuff i never should have been stuck on.
Lost friends for stupid shit i got caught up on.
It was all inevitable i guess.
meet some greet people on the way
lost a few to
Guess it was meant to happen
But if i could id do some things different

live journal time machine....bored

3:36pm: never gonna give up

2:23pm: I just want to rewind and go back
i miss you

1:48pm: How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one

12:20pm:

My baby gurl graduated im so proud of her
i love this girl so much =)
next year is my turn




Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams
I want you to take me there
Tell me all of your hopes,
all of your dreams
I want to take you there
Tell me everything
Every breath, I want you to know I'll be there
Theres just one more thing,
One request
I want you to take me with you

1:27pm: Thanks to kendall

10:48pm: I can see the light at the end of this shit hole tunnel... life is starting to almost wook out for me now...Future beholds great thigns for me i do belive cant wait

1:13am: So lock and load
Normally at a time like this id say something along the lines of "Last year was better" but whatever i dont even really care anymore. im about to start working more probebly i mean i have no free time anyway so i might as well just take up all my time.. So Band Work School thats it... woo Hey at least the money may be good.

4:20pm: ?
I can never winnn.... i just suck.......

12:20am: 10 o’ clock on Monday night, and I’m still in the past
Feelings change, and people fade, but the memories, they last
I missed the chance, slipped through my hands, I wish I could go back

I’d change it all. The words I’d say, reflecting back on yesterday

But now I’ve turned the tables
and I’ve had time to make amends and find my friends
Oh, I’ve made mistakes, I know this. But I can’t change the past
And I can’t change you

10 o’ clock on Monday night, and I’m still in the past
Feelings change, and people fade, but the memories, they last
Can’t change you! I’m stuck in the past!

12:27am: i dont know
So blahhh.... Glad i got to help out zack so he didnt die in the hood of orlando and helping out laila by getting him makes me glad there all good now. First show is tommaorw night stoked.. otehr then that fucking life is a joke

5:15am: I should just not leave the house
Im hating this....alot.. Im a dick to people i care about and not intionally jsut happens and end up regretting it then get all sad about it get depressed over things that i really shouldnt but still im blahh about... it sucks im prob messing shit up acting like this

12:38pm: Just not the same
This christmas is deff not the same.. last year was the best =( im sure new years wont be the same either.. sucks

11:45pm: ERIK = ASSHOLE
yep

11:04am: I see broken dreams... Through shards.... Of glass
band....school...work...sleep..repeat.. thats my life...missing one thing that makes it all worth the while...im tired.lets write some music or cuddle you choose..ha

I shall not fail again

8:22pm: We live for bloodshed.....
So i have worked 23.95 hours just this week.. im pretty stoked on the hours and the sweet cash ill get for it but DAMNN im dead tired... lfies amazingly diffrent wiht schedules and responsibiltyss and all this jazz kinda sucks makes me feel like childhoods over?? but hey mayeb this is a good thing for me

3:31pm: HAHA wasting time before workkk...

5:05pm: Ha got a job. Mainstreet grill ... have to leave for that soon ugh not looking forward to it but its money and i need that....

5:00pm: Whispers hello I miss you quite terribly
So i start school tommarow gayy but whatev so far i only go in monday wednesday and friday but im sure more shit will come along.. Not looking forward to wakig up early but its only for liek a few hours. so im most likely def not keeping my truck im gonna take my dads so no more worring about that stick bull.. and the system is way better then mine haha and its way faster.. soo now to find a job and my life will be actully busy ha.

12:57pm: uhhhh
cfvxfgcvhbnxvn ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

5:02am: Everything i touch falls to peices.....
Ugh cant sleep....thinking about stuff to much..hate this..idkk
Looking for jobs is hard ,but ill get one sooner or later ha
I dont even fucking know man... life sucking right about now.

2:15pm:




Fuck yeah i got a b-52 cab
stokeddd

12:39am: Your results:
You are R2-D2

R2-D2 71% Luke Skywalker 68% Chewbacca 67% Han Solo 64% Obi-Wan Kenobi 64% Mace Windu 63% Qui-Gon Jinn 60% Lando Calrissian 59% Princess Leia 58% Yoda 54%

What you lack in height and communication skills, you make up for in industriousness, technical know-how and being there when others need you most.

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Click here to take the "Which Star Wars character am I?" quiz...

4:36pm: birthday deff in 3 days.. stoked....
So how wants to be cool and hang out wiht my on my bday..

8:45pm: soo im not getting a tattoo.. bt at least its for a good reason..lol my parents dont have the money to blow on a tattoo... and i already did get a expnesive ass guitar head..so i have more time to think about it and make it cooler..so yea.. bday in 5 days!!